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6/15/23:

first of all, happy pride month! i went to pride in my city and had a lot of fun, so i hope everyone else has had good experiences too. it's really powerful and beautiful to see the community get together to support each other and to celebrate queerness.

in other news, i went to see the Pixies live two nights ago! it was my first time ever seeing them but they were fantastic, just as i figured they would be. it was an outdoor show and it ended up raining pretty heavily but my partner and i stayed for the majority of the show anyway. it's also going to be my birthday this Sunday, i'll be turning 25. i'm not a huge fan of my birthday because it reminds me that i'm getting older every year (i know that's normal, but as i mentioned previously, aging gives me existential dread). i'm trying to just focus on being excited to celebrate with my friends and then i can stop thinking about it!

5/24/23:

oopsies... haven't done anything with the site in over a month. i just got a little burnt out on coding i guess and i've just been focusing on other things. my therapist and i agree that i most likely have ADHD, which kinda helps give insight into why i pick up so many hobbies and hyperfixate on things then will totally abandon a project when another hyperfixation comes along. oh, and i got enough comments complaining about the scanlines on my pages that i decided to remove them. leave an "RIP" in the cbox if you miss them, lol.

while i was gone, i bleached my hair blonde and added some pink toner to it. i was going to re-dye it a darker color, but decided the blonde was cute and that i'll keep it for a bit. i also made a new friend! they're my new coworker and they are super kind, funny, and easy to talk to. i pushed myself out of my comfort zone and asked to hang out outside of work, and since then we have hung out several times and we even went to a trans rights rally/protest together. we also just work really well as a team at work, which makes everything so much easier. another thing i did since my last post was was read The Troop by Nick Cutter, which was fantastic and i will definitely be reviewing in the future. all the horror content i've been consuming kinda inspired me to write a poem (which i haven't done in ages) if you wanna check it out. it's probably not that good but you gotta strike while the iron is hot or whatever.

in a little less than a month i'll be turning 25, which is super weird because it feels like my high school graduation could have been yesterday when in reality it's been 7 years. i've earned a 4-year degree and worked 9 different jobs, but it feels like it all went by so fast. i just get really weird and existential around my birthday because time is such a fucky-wucky concept. :b